08 April 2008

Dilly-Dally

I have been contemplating for so long now about my next career step. For some reason, I always end up with no definite answer. I keep telling myself "tomorrow...tomorrow...tomorrow." It's been many, many tomorrows already and yet...

I really admire my SAHM (stay-at-home-mom) pals who have so many time on their hands to do the things they want, to care for the folks who really matter the most and to own their time. I met new friends thru the blogging community as well who are SAHMs and they seem to be pretty content with their situation and condition. It's not that I am unhappy with what's happening at present but I feel like there is more to life than a "corporate world." It's rather difficult to put into words how I feel about my career but I know what it is and unable to do something at this point.

I long to find the answer either this year or the near future. Although it will not be a hasty decision but to soul-search about this "career life" altering choice will be my concern. I need to define what truly matter at some point. I cannot keep dilly-dallying on this one. As I always tell myself, life is full of tough choices but someone's got to do it. Here's hoping I'll reach the point when I know that "this is it." I know I will be guided on this quest by His divine grace. He never let's me down and I hope that I don't let Him down too when I finally decide on my mid-CAREER crisis.

2 comments :

  1. Sometimes the "dilly-dally" is a good time and the new will open up right before your eyes.

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  2. Thanks Susan... all I need now is the discernment to know the "right" one.

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