I never liked the hospital atmosphere. I feel something sad and negative looming in the air whenever I am in a hospital. Even clinics scare me! I just cannot stand the smell, the sick people around me and the people in iguanamed scrubs walking past. I have to make another trip to the hospital soon for my check up. I just hope this time, the results will be okay even if I still have to lose a lot of weight. I just want to enjoy life without feeling pain here or there.